Rat Attack

I'm sorry to have to do this to you. But anyone who knows me has to be attacked by the infamous, Spitting Rat Face.

Little orphan Kimmie

So my mom, aunt, sister, and cousin left for Hawaii today.... without me. Not only that, but I was openly NOT invited.

So I did the only thing a good loving daughter could do.

I disowned them.

So I'm looking for a new family. Any takers?

:)

:)

I love peanut butter.

I especially love peanut butter, days off, and Sims, together.

AND a girl's night with my girl and my hairy nephew to look forward to!

:)

Proof

That I don't need children.

I already have one of my own.

Tony: omg!!! Look at these and tell me how much FRACKING fun!
http://www.woodplay.com/home/

Me: haha, yes baby

Tony: I wanna play!!!

Me: Ok, Ok, we'll get it (laughs)

Tony: K! Which one???

Me: *rolling eyes while laughing at the cuteness*

Tony: I wanna Mega Set- where two of the big sets are connected by a bridge!

Me: *laughing*

Tony: with telescopes and parascopes and a sandbox and swings and a climbing wall!!!!!!


.........
I take that back. I can't wait to have kids, just so I can see them with their big-kid daddy. /dies of cuteness

The Oscars

Yeah, usually I get soooo excited about the Oscars and I throw Oscar parties, I even print out sheets of nominees and have everyone pick their own and have a prize for whoever wins...I was a little sad we'd be at auditions for Sugar (well, Tony auditioning and me there for support but most of the people who would be at the Oscar party were at auditons too) and couldn't do it......but this year there wasn't really ANYthing I cared about.... and nothing I cared about won.... so it's ok! :)


That is all I have to go to bed now.

PS. WANTED: Place to Live!!! Would like a house or town house or last choice would be nice (on the bigger side) apartment. Do not want the ghetto, yet a reasonable price would be preferred. If you see anything, contact me or Tony!!!

Hangin'

Well Tony is off doing one of those work-instructional video things, which I find extREMEly funny. Atleast he won't be one of those annoying -can't-act people in those videos. I told him it's gonna be funny when he's famous and he's won the oscar someone asks him "so what was your first paid acting gig?" Hell he's making 50 bucks an hour though, it's 3:30 and he's been there since 11:30 doing absolutley nothing so, rock on the big bucks!!! Mama's going shoppin'!

I'm been enjoying a nice relaxing Saturday. Washed some clothes, played some Lost Odyssey, did some online things, thought about what I want to buy with all the money Tony is making.....

Tonight I get to have dinner with my friendsies. Including Heather and Prince Kirkland who live in Dallas and we never get to see so that is fantastic!! It makes me happy we're all hanging out tonight. As people grow up and move away and have kids and such, I can see it starting to happen much less frequently. Which makes me VERY very sad so I will stop thinking about that RIGHT now. *shakes head*

Last night I just had a blast. We had 2 new people join us for D&D (go ahead laugh at me, but you know that I am THE COOLEST person you know) and it was so much fun. I always say our sessions are not about the playing, it's about the getting together and having crazy/goofy fun and good eats. I mean we usually are together for about 7 hours, and we maybe get 3 hours of playing done. Off and on. And now Shannon is moving so our even my D&D party is going to affected by this whole stupid "growing up thing" .... ok not thinking about it again *shakes head* .

Well I'm off to try to use my free time wisely, which of course means doing everything in the world that means absolutely nothing in the long run and only amounts up to fun.

*wink*

Relaxing

Well today has been pretty cool so far. My day off.....got to sleep late, and now I'm listening to my fabulous mix of iTunes (currently playing: Wicked), cleaning, and just getting a chance to be. I'm sure I will be gaming soon, not sure what, but I'm so hungry I gotta scrounge up something first. There is absolutely nothing in the house so I guess I gotta go to the sto'. (Now we got some Fergie going, I love shuffle) Welp, guess I didn't really have anything to post about...just felt like posting. I guess I"m slightly bored.
*waves*

Tag-ness

Well, I can't resist some good tagging early in the morning. Especially by Steph.
.....
10 Random facts about you.

Randomness:
1. I have a peanut butter sandwhich every single day no exaggeration. If I've eaten dinner, and I get home and haven' t had one for the day, I still have to have one. I think I'm addicted. With chips. Have to have chips with it. Oh and I'm OCD about the way I make them. It's an art.

2. I have an extensive "husband" list of actors that my husband says if I ever had the chance, I could hook up with them. (cause , yeah, like he has anything to worry about !) He has a similar female list, though not anywhere near my level. While making this list I realized I have an obsession with older british men. Just does something for me. Patrick Stewart, Alan Rickman, Jeremy Irons, Rowan Atkinson, Gary Oldman are just a few.

3. I crave ice cream on cold days. The colder the stronger the urge.

4. I HAVE to have a "knee" pillow when I sleep, I can't sleep if my knees are touching. My dancer friend tells me I'd make a great dancer b/c apparently, along with me having great dancer feet, they do that whole sleep with a pillow inbetween your knees/legs for better blood circulation. Go figure.

5. Along with the sleeping thing, I'm a modern day princess and the pea. If I can feel ANYthing under my hip area while I'm sleeping on my side, I go nuts. There can't be a crease in teh bed sheet under me, if I can feel the seam on my pj's or undies..... yeah that's really annoying to me. I envy Tony who can fall asleep when his head hits the pillow.

6. I secretly want to be a hip-hop dancer.

7. I think that Stephanie Clark has the most perfect ass. I tell her this all the time. It's that whole girl-with-the-big-butt-wanting-a-small-butt-thing. (If we were weird science-d we would make the perfect woman)

8. I think in another life (or a fantasy world) I was a druid. If I'm inside too long I start getting an "inside headache". I know exactly when I have it. It's different from a migraine. (which I get all the time) All I have to do is go outside, stare at the grass and trees for a while, and it goes away. I also almost come to tears when I see trees being cut down. Esp if they are huge and beautiful and esp if I've "known" them for a good while, like ones in Calhoun.

9. My heart will not be complete until I have my horses again.

10. I have a great great great great fear of spiders. I can even hardly type the word. When I have to fight them on games I can't look at the screen. They are my worst fear. All of my friends call them "scorpions" instead of the "other s-word" when they are around me.

Perspective

Man how much does music rock. I think it must be the greatest thing in the world to be a musician. To have your song touch so many people, whether it be making them feel sad, angry, or might be the only ray of sunshine to their gloomy day. How awesome a feeling that must be.

I have been so down lately. Lots of reason's but some more important than others. It's mainly to do with that next step... how I'm tired of the carrot being dangled in front of my face and as hard as I try I can't reach it (I don't even really like carrots, I'll change it to a peanut butter sandwhich) ...and how I'm tired of waiting (not even completely sure what I'm waiting on) ......and how I want to finally, after 3 years of marriage and almost 27 years old I want Tony and I to be able to do what we want and start our life together b/c I still don't feel like that has happened ....and I want to know what I want and which direction I should go next.....and how there are so many changes I want to make but I never seem able to make them .... (Ok well I wasn't going to get into it but all that just came out in a very condensed fly by ) This is the reason me-thinks, that I haven't posted lately. I couldn't push my thought's together enough and in the right order to type them down. I still haven't, but ----

The other day (ok this is how big of a dork I am) Tony sent me a video to the new Sims (a video game) trailer. The video featured a song of Natasha Bedingfield's, and it made me think how much I like her music and how I haven't gotten her new cd yet. So I went to ol' trusty iTunes, and downloaded her.

Well after downloading, I hit random, and the first song that played just made my mouth drop because it was EXACTLY what I needed. And I mean to the tee. It made me cry and smile all at the same time. So I figured instead of trying to rack my brain trying to put down my thoughts (I'm already getting a headache), I would just put down the lyrics to that song.

It just put things in perspective for me. I mean I swear it was written just for me, for this moment.

So after friend love and soul-mate love and listening to this song again today, I am better. Not completely, but better. (TV love, Steph love and Xander love should help alot tonight too ;)

Landlords knocking at my door cussing me out
Got laid off my job the night before
Can't figure how
I'm gonna fix tomorrow away
If today's still a mess
Can you tell me what's the point man,
It all seems meaningless
I wish that I could step away and breathe
This world's trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head

Someone just tell me
That it's ok now
What are you worried about

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

People lie, people hide, people cry, people fight

And they don't know why
If fear is all that we should fear
Then what are we so afraid of
Cause fear is only in our heads

Someone just tell me
That it's ok now
What are you worried about

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

Any day i'll go bad thinking bad
Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me
Preparing to battle and enemy unseen
During my stressing I'm blinded to the lesson
That could be a blessing if I'd be confessing that the enemy
I'm trying to beat is hiding inside of me

But it's ok now.... what are you worrying about....

Keep your grind on girl....it's your love, it's your world....

Peer Pressure

Well I'm perfetly happy over on Xanga. Then Steph comes along with *in cute whiney Steph voice* "Kiiimmmmm, you and Tony should come over to Blogspot. I like it betterrrrrrr. I can customize everythingggg...... pleaseeeeeeeee." /sigh. Well you can customize Xanga too!!!! It has better layouts. I'm used to it. I love my Xanga, it's pretty n stuff. But then there are different friends over here that I love too. But what about my friends over there? Really there are only about 4 of em'....but still. Maybe if I can them to move too. Because I refuse to have 2 places I blog. I mean, I spend enough wasteful time on the internet as it is! Normally I'd be happy, lord knows I love my blogs and customizing. I'm just moody today. I guess I could always copy/paste to the other spot. And she is right in the fact that everyone can see your blog here, but only registered Xanga users can see those. So all my myspace friends are missing out..... Dang you Steph!
So I'm trying out this blogspot thing. (what is it's official name anyway? Blogger or BlogSpot? see? it's already loosing points with its confusey-ness!) We shall see....