RAWR

I am a person with eternal patience. I can wait however long to buy something, it takes me a long long time to get mad or frustrated with someone. I'm loosing patience. Actually I've been out of patience for a while now, but it's really starting to get to me. It's just taking a long time to find that place. The next place Tony and I move, we are going to be there for a good long while. So we want it to be as perfect for us as possible. I have a long list of townhouses and apartments we've been weeding through...with nothing but disappointments so far. Saturday we are going to take that whole day to go look...and we still have some pretty promising places. Hopefully one will click with us. Sigh, I cannot wait. It makes my soul want to burst with joy just thinking about it. I will be so happy! To have all my things in one place again instead of spread out for so long I don't even remember what all I have.

After that, I will be wanting to decide whether to find a "career" type job, (I am so sick of this temp shiz) or go back to school. I'd like both but that very seldom hardly ever ever happens. I guess the main thing would be deciding whether or not to go back to school. It sucks because I want to so badly, but I also want to not worry about it and start a family and work. Sigh. Why didn't I get school done and over with so I'd be free to do the family thing without hinderance now?

I am happy, I am just at a crossroads (I think I've been there so long people who pass by just confuse me for a tree now) and confused and ready for stuff to happen!!! Sigh Sigh Sigh. Oh well, now that I got all this off my brain I'm going to go and stop thinking about it and work on stuff.